I seem to be constantly marching to the beat of a different drum here but here it goes.

Usually I write and post "spontaneously" but sometimes, sometimes my thoughts get splattered on a MS Word document and stay there until they get splattered into oblivion by some sort of cyber accident where all my zeros and ones get disintegrated like a disc burnout or what not.  Anyway I thought I would protect this one from July by sending it into cyberspace to see if it will survive longer.  It seemed to be important to me at the time and rereading it today I still like it and feel it so here it is.

I seem to be constantly marching to the beat of a different drum here but here it goes.

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Our deepest fear is not that we are inadequate. Our deepest fear is that we are powerful beyond measure. It is our light, not our darkness, that most frightens us. We ask ourselves, who am I to be brilliant, gorgeous, talented, fabulous? Actually, who are you not to be? You are a child of God. Your playing small doesn't serve the world. There's nothing enlightened about shrinking so that other people won't feel insecure around you. We are all meant to shine, as children do. We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us. It's not just in some of us; it's in everyone. And as we let our own light shine, we unconsciously give other people permission to do the same. As we're liberated from our own fear, our presence automatically liberates others.

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Facebook pseudo-reality is funny like that.  It is a perfect media for quacks and whacks and mixed nuts including yours truly.

This thing though is so craftily constructed I don’t know where to begin except with a general feeling that it utterly stinks, maybe because new age in general stinks to my heart and soul and the inferring and implying on the human soul are so wrong and twisted.

Take a few Judeo Christian principles, erase all the rest of the ugliness of the Judeo Christian principles, add on a few lovey dovey Buddhist and maybe voodoo even gooey shite et voila you are now a new guru and a rich one at that if Oprah endorses you.

We were born to make manifest the glory of God that is within us.  UTTER BULLSHIT!

Cheap flattery using an imaginary being that no one knows or can describe properly everyone making his own personal interpretation of that non-existent being.

Reality you were born out of a genetic accident like a monkey or an ant, two different sex of your species fucked like all animals do and you popped up with all their genetic garbage to procreate a race for a short time to satisfy some sort of ecosystem balance only good at this moment.  Some of you were born only to be used abused and spitted out by some higher richer more devious class and that’s all you will never go nowhere but to the grave and it is obvious in billions, open your eyes, watch the world, read the news.  Where else would the powerful get their soldiers and their blood if it wasn’t in numbers? How could the Satanic Mills ever exist and the very few rich it created without the blood of poor people? Foxconn? Sweat shops? Charcoal Mines? Germinal? Shall I go on? Not  mentioning the slavery and especially the sex slavery still rampant in this world?

Next to self-righteousness, pride is our biggest error on this planet to imagine constantly and delusion ourselves that we are basically and intrinsically GOOOOOODDDDDD!

WE ARE NOT!

And we will never ever be. 

The atrocities of war mayhem blood murder and greed will never reach our deepest inner core.  Equality and Justice will remain the unattainable dream of the poor.

Sure a few dreamers once in a while distract us with a new delusion like a video game or a drug would do but violent sad reality remains the same and will remain the same as long as they is one single human being on this planet.

This mad delusion that if I explain correctly to my neighbour the error of his ways he will understand and all will be well is nothing short of suicidal.

Your neighbour will foam at the mouth (usually in mob) hang you, quarter you, crucify you, stone you, kill you and torture you with immense fervour and joy because that is what your neighbour is and always will be an ignorant savage barbarian blood-thirsty animal and cannot be reformed or changed.

And stop trying to point at the minority that doesn’t do that to prove your point that the majority is not fucking hopeless.  They will be bought and conform to any appeal of greed or profit or just plain justification of their hatred.

Drones and collateral damage are here to stay folks. Wake up and smell the fucking coffee.

Additions from today's thoughts now influenced obviously by my viewing last night of 

UNDERGROUND: The Julian Assange Story.

Obviously I am a big fan of J.A. and I do approve of Wikileaks even though I realised more and more that there ARE a googleplex shades of grey in this immoral world of ours.

It "SEEMS" to me the right thing to do especially when there is dark deeds involved like the willful and knowledgeable killings of hundreds of innocent civilians men women and children and the obvious need to want to hide it from the dumb sheeple. ( I am not even sure I like this new word 'sheeple'.

Light is very hard to impose on an otherwise very dark world and if nothing it brings out utter ugliness.

I mean we all know some things are unbearably ugly but does it mean we want to LOOK at them wilfully and intentionally now?

We all have our own little uglinesses too.

Plus besides the constant W5 barrage What does it really produce in the long run?

It's not like we will ever have a transparent world, an ha olam haba where we are all gentle sentient spirits who can read each other's thoughts and only want the best for each other.

Like the blood sucking vampires that we are we are not made for the light and the sun would only destroy us and send us up in smoke and flames.

You see all the corruption at the higher level and the ugliness and deviousness and hypocrisy and what not and you want to promote anarchy? Anarchy just means 7 billion "little" ugliness and deviousness and hypocrisy and what not and if you think or dream otherwise you are a self-deluding fool.

Anarchy does not work.  Libertarianism does not work. So-called democracy does not work and Totalarianism does not work.  Nothing Works. Nothing Ever Will.

It would seem that many animals have a far better chance than us, thinking of bees and ants here and some species minus their unfortunate natural predators. 

We, the homo sapiens, being the biggest Predator of them all.

I mean we need all the Julian Assanges we can get but as a human being himself he is bound to fail not mentioning that when the powers that be really decide this is it, he is gonna be stumped on like an insect with all sort of usual tricks.

I cannot question his motives or his choices or his decisions as I don't know anything about him at all.  In fact, no one knows anything about anyone really.  Hell one does not know anything about oneself to begin with.

But some things will remain beautiful forever and some things will remain ugly ad vitam aeternam as well and by the same token annoying to our five senses.

So while I still have some of them senses I shall try to use 'em a little before I lose 'em forever.

Ciao for now